
How scarey, my first attempt at a blog... Am I supposed to be brief or am I able to start with a ramble?..
What exactly is a blog? How do I think it might work for me? .... be an outlet for the disparate chatterings I usually bore my friends with by email? I've never been quite sure the purpose of a blog, I'm still not, but hey… ok, so it's an online diary of sorts?.. but where the diary is a place to write in secret a blog is a place to write in public right? I've always loved to write out thoughts and experiences but never managed to keep a regular chronological diary. I've always relied on letters and cards to friends and family to 'tell my story' and for the last 15 years or so prolific daily newsy emails!
I've never really managed to keep a diary, not exactly grasping the point of writing to myself. I once started one in the late 80s, part way into my first job at a National Magazine. I think because so many exciting things were happening I felt I should capture them before I forgot - going to press launches, meeting exciting people…. It was an plain A4 office diary, day to a page, and I remember deciding it would be fun to write what I wore each day at the top! I think maybe what I ate too (usually the same few combinations of sandwich fillings), but that was a far as the Bridget Jones aspect went. It didn't get beyond about March as none of those in the past had done. The only one I managed to discipline myself to follow was the momentous year 2000 which as well as being the millennium landmark in itself was the year of my pregnancy with my first child. The diary more or less wrote itself as it was a love letter to her in a sense. It was a record of the experiences and feelings I had with her in my womb. We knew from the start she was a girl and we knew she would be Holly so to write to her was easy and joyous.
With this I think I need to write with an assumption someone may read it, but with a sense of being quite fine with the fact they may not.
xxx

Why Singing in the Rain?
As well as being the title of one of the best Hollywood musicals it sums up for me the attitude I aspire to, of appreciating the elements of life. I am often irked to hear people moaning about the weather, and the rain seems to get a particularly raw deal. Ok so it's wet, get over it! Get a hood, get a hat, get a mac a jolly brolly… as Billy Connolly said, 'there's no such thing as bad weather, just the wrong clothes'. I've grown up in England but am 2nd generation Irish. Consequently I had many childhood summers 'enjoying' drizzle. I can remember sitting in a car at Spanish Point beach in County Clare being too blustered to venture out, or certainly having to quickly retreat to some shelter. I recall going back to the cold holiday home bereft of toys, but I guess it was a family bonding experience, learning together to find ways out of boredom. I've had fantastic days in the rain just as I've had miserable days in the sun.
There's no doubt a bright sunny day with a clear blue sky uplifts, warms and spreads rays of joy to all, but that's not to dismiss the laughter and camaraderie of everyone huddled together in doorways with dripping coats and hair, the splashing in puddles with the kids wearing their funky wellies and best of all the beautiful magical rainbows that if we're lucky can result. Silver linings and pots of gold is the imagery that comes to mind. It's a cliche but Ireland can be so breathtakingly Emerald and here in 'England's green and pleasant land' to quote William Blake we are so quick to dismiss our seasons in favour of year round sunny destinations. On my first trip to the South of France aged 9yrs I was genuinely shocked and dismayed to find there was no grass on our campsite just shrivelled up brown 'hay' and cracked mud.
We are so blessed to live in a country without drought, so I offer you the words of South Africa's wonderful Ladysmith Blackmambazo "rain rain rain rain, beautiful rain, rain rain rain rain, beautiful rain, oh come - you're welcome, oh come - you're welcome, oh come to me, beautiful rain'.
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